I'm slowly making my way through your entries here, so even if I'm not commenting, I am reading.

I find the weird thing about people is everyone, and I do mean everyone, in some manner feels like the odd one out. I don't say that to belittle how you feel, it's just an observation.

I've always felt like the odd one out too, even amongst those groups who are made up of odd people out. But then I began thinking perhaps it was just how I was perceiving myself and not necessarily how others perceive me. People will mirror back to you your self perceptions and when I began realising this, I began to realise that maybe I'm not such the odd one out all the time.

On the other hand, I kind of like being odd one out sometimes. It makes me unique amongst the group. I can understand what you say about not wanting to study the things that your friends have studied, but bear in mind if everyone took that stance, no one will have learned anything! :) I hope you are able to study the things you want to. What sort of group are you wanting to start? Like a coven? Or something else?